
One of the things many friends find strange in me is that I have never been motivated by money. Now don't misunderstand. I did not say I did not want, need or seek financial gain. I did and still do. For good or ill money in many ways makes a large part of our world go round. Simply put, you need it to survive. You don't need as much as some folks seem to think and it is a poor measuring rod for a successful life unless you adhere to the philosophy that "he who die with the most toys (money) wins."
Let's take an aside here and affirm the truth of the Biblical statement, "For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil" (I Tim 6:10). I do not suggest that all who make the goal of their lives the pursuit of wealth are in some way evil. That hinges largely on that for which they pursue the wealth. Is it so that they may have the means to in some way make the lives of less fortunate people better or is it to continually feather their own nest. I suggest that the former is an honorable pursuit of wealth while the later is fraught with danger easily leads to a wandering from the faith and piercing themselves with many griefs as well as those in need.
As I said, I was and still am not motivated by money. Truth be told, when I look back on my life it has been motivated by purposeful tasks . . . namely, the task at hand. I also believe that is what drives most people, even those who accumulate great wealth. Often that wealth is the byproducts of successfully completing a task. But not all of life's purposeful tasks give a monetary bonanza. Indeed, most of the things I invested my life in had absolutely no financial return for me.
In fact, there was so little monetary return in what I have invested my life that I might achieve Wesley's goal of dying with leaving a pittance of coin behind. In 1744 Wesley wrote, "When I die, if I leave behind me ten pounds . . . you and all mankind [may]bear witness against me that I have lived and died a thief and a robber.” I am in no danger here.

Many years ago I had a wonderful man who happened to be one of my Deacons in the very first church I pastored. His name was Howard Zimmerman and among his many virtues was the joy he got from using rocks to demonstrate that we all have an inner beauty that can only be seen when we go through life's trials. After demonstrating the ugliness of a whole Geode or rock he'd then produced one that had been cut in half revealing its inward beauty. He'd often do so while quoting the words to a Bill Gaither song, "He'll make something beautiful of your life." I believe that.

This for me is so true that today even the darkest moments of my life bring joy to my heart as I reflect on how God has worked His will in my past life and in my present so that I have confidence in my future life. I have experienced what the Psalmist described when he said, "For he hath delivered me out of all trouble: and mine eye hath seen his desire upon mine enemies." But more than that he has filled my heart with unspeakable joy for the blessings of which He has allowed me to be a part and receive. In many way He has made my crooked places straight and my rough places plain.
Who would have ever thought that the son of a auto mechanic would hold three advanced degrees including a terminal degree; to travel the world; meet and work with His people in far away places; be the under shepherd to his people for 34 years; and to preach His Gospel for almost 50 years now.
But the amazing thing is that while He was using all those experiences and people to weave the tapestry of my life He was at the same time using my life to weave the tapestry of the lives of those who touched my life at some point. Such an amazingly great God we serve. Each of those lives, your, mine, all of us is amazingly similar but equally amazingly different.
Nothing in life has gripped me with greater joy than the truth that God loves to show his Godness by working for me and through me. Along the way he has taught me that not only that his working for me is always before and under and in any working I do for him. I also know that what He has done for me He not only can and will do in you but is doing so as you read this.
Some of us have trials dark on every hand and find it hard to understand the path God has chosen for us as we travel to the promised land. Others seem to be blessed on every hand and are amazed at the path God has chosen for them. However, for most of us it is a mixture of joy and sadness; trail and triumph; stumbling along life's path and running with the wind; turmoil and peace; and gain and loss. In every situation we often do not understand all the ways God would lead us to the blessed Promise Land. But rest assured if we are faithful unto death what we may not understand now we will one day fully comprehend.

We are so blessed, by the gifts from Your hand
Just can't understand why You loved us so much.
We are so blessed, we just can't find a way or the words that can say
Thank You, Lord, for Your touch.
Just can't understand why You loved us so much.
We are so blessed, we just can't find a way or the words that can say
Thank You, Lord, for Your touch.
We are so blessed by the things You have done,
The vict'ries we've won and what You've brought us through.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it al everything, Lord, we bring it to You.
The vict'ries we've won and what You've brought us through.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it al everything, Lord, we bring it to You.
When we're empty You fill us 'til we overflow
When we're hungry You feed us, and cause us to know.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it all, everything, Lord, we love you so much.
When we're hungry You feed us, and cause us to know.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it all, everything, Lord, we love you so much.